update

So sorry I haven’t wrote in a little while, things have been crazier than I could even begin to explain to you!!!

However, I am 12 weeks prego now, and everything is going great!!! I’ll take a picture and show you how much I am growing as soon as I start taking them lol.

I finally got my computer here to my mom and dads! YAY!!! So now I do believe I’ll be writing much more!

I’m starting school in a couple weeks, I can’t wait… I’m such a dork! haha I don’t know what I’m going to do after I graduate! I guess I’ll just have to go back and get my masters! Lol…

I went and got a bunch of maternity clothes today. I know that I’m only 12 weeks, but I’m starting to show and I can’t fit in hardly any of my clothes!!! *cries* so I went and got some No one ever told me how comfy those maternity pants are!!! But I guess when your pants you are wearing before feel like they are cutting your circulation off, anything is better haha.

My mom and dad went to Vegas this past weekend, yeah they suck!!! Lol… but mom bought the baby some outfits… we don’t know what it’s going to be yet, but she got a yellow outfit and a green one. She also got a blanket that matches each. I LOVE them!!!

Oh, the baby’s daddy called me today. He confuses the hell out of me. I’ll go a while without hearing from him, but then he calls and is all like “I wanna see you” and blah blah blah. I just don’t know what to think anymore. I had broken things off with him before I found out about the baby, but now it’s like I don’t know what to do. Everyone says that I can do this on my own, and I know I can…. it’s just so lonely, especially when I go to the doctor and I see all these women and their husbands/boyfriends with them and it’s like… why can’t I be that lucky? Blah, I’m sorry I’m ranting… but that’s what this is for right? lol

Well that’s all I have for now I suppose, I’m exhuasted from shopping today so I’m going to go to bed.

Why I haven’t wrote in a little bit

So I haven’t wrote because I have been moving.  I still don’t have my computer here, I’m on my sisters.

I go to the doctor again tomorrow.  I’ll be 9 weeks tomorrow. As soon as I can I’ll put pictures of the ultrasounds up!

So I’m watching “Brooke Knows Best” right now… I’ll write again when I can! Hopefully tomorrow!!!

I’m Predicted to be having a Girl…

Baby Gender Predictor

You know what’s funny? That’s what everyone is saying it’s going to be LOL!!! Due to the heartbeat being 140 but I’ve been told that’s not always true… I guess we’ll see won’t we? haha

Apple iPhone 3g

I’m going to get one… what about you?

Break from packing

So today I went with my parents and sister to my grandparents’ house. My aunts and uncles were there and we had a big lunch that we refered to as dinner that way we didn’t feel so bad about eating so damn much at 2:30pm. haha. Of course we cracked jokes about me eating way more than I usually would, being that there’s another one in there now. Instead of a “bun in the oven” my little cousin says there’s an “eggo” in my “toaster” haha. She’s a nut, I love her.

So I have loved seeing everyone so much lately/ My family is crazy! They’re like an Ice Cream Sundae, really sweet but with a few nuts. Or in the case of my family, a LOT of nuts. But I love everyone of them, being that I’m probably considered to be one of them haha.

What the hell am I saying… we’re all insane! haha

So we’re probably going to be out of the house tomorrow. That’s so fun. I’ve been packing for what seems like years. haha… sad things is it’s only been a few days.

I miss drinking sometimes. I know that’s horrible, and I’m not an alcoholic or anything, but when my friends and I would get together, we’d have a few drinks. Now… nope. I do however get to laugh at their dumb asses while they do the stupid shit. Which is quite entertaining if you really think about it. So, that’s why I only miss it sometimes. lol.

I was going to pack more, but now I’m exhausted really… so I’m going to go on to bed.

Tired, Cranky, and moving lol

So yesterday I way over done things. My parents are looking for a new home. I went with them yesterday, because I’m going to be living with them.  I went up and down stairs and walked and was up waaay to much! I spotted a little last night after we got home. I told my mom and she got me to go straight to bed and prop my feet up. So I did and I woke up this morning and I’m no longer spotting. Hooray! Mom said I just over did it yesterday.  I’m going to take it way easy today lol. I don’t want anything going wrong with the baby.

Now on the who moving thing. We have yet to find a place to stay and have to be out next week! The guy who bought the house is giving us the money on Monday I think? So where his house burnt my parents agreed to be out within a week of that. EEK! lol hopefully we can find a place!!!

Pregnancy symptoms not to ignore

This is something I found on babycenter.com and it tells you what things you should not never ignore and call you doctor if you experience them.

Enjoy.

How do you know whether that sudden ache is normal or warrants a 2 a.m. call to your doctor or midwife? Here’s a rundown of symptoms that should set off your warning bells. But even if you don’t see your symptom on this list, it’s better to err on the side of caution and make that call than to agonize for hours, wondering whether you’ve pulled a ligament or gone into preterm labor.

Note that some of these symptoms may be more or less urgent depending on your particular situation or health history and on how far along you are in your pregnancy. Ask your practitioner to review with you which signs warrant an urgent call at various points in your pregnancy.

• Your baby is moving or kicking less than usual (once he begins moving regularly). Ask your caregiver if you should monitor your baby’s activity by doing daily “kick counts.” She can give you specific instructions on how to count and when to call.

• Severe or persistent abdominal pain or tenderness.

• Vaginal bleeding or spotting.

• An increase in vaginal discharge or a change in the type of discharge — that is, if it becomes watery, mucousy, or bloody (even if it’s only pink or blood-tinged). Note: After 37 weeks, an increase in mucus discharge is normal and may indicate that you’ll be going into labor soon.

• Pelvic pressure (a feeling that your baby is pushing down), lower back pain (especially if it’s a new problem for you), menstrual-like cramping or abdominal pain, or more than four contractions in an hour (even if they don’t hurt) before 37 weeks.

• Painful or burning urination, or little or no urination.

• Severe or persistent vomiting, or any vomiting accompanied by pain or fever.

• Chills or fever of 100 degrees Fahrenheit or higher.

• Visual disturbances such as double vision, blurring, dimming, flashing lights, or “floaters” (spots in your field of vision).

• Persistent or severe headache, or any headache accompanied by blurred vision, slurred speech, or numbness.

• Any swelling in your face or puffiness around your eyes, anything more than a little swelling in your hands, severe and sudden swelling of your feet or ankles, or a rapid weight gain (more than 4 pounds in a week).

• A persistent or severe leg cramp or calf pain that doesn’t ease up when you flex your ankle and point your toes toward your nose or when you walk around, or one leg being significantly more swollen than the other.

• Trauma to the abdomen.

• Fainting, frequent dizziness, a rapid heartbeat, or heart palpitations.

• Difficulty breathing, coughing up blood, or chest pain.

• Severe constipation accompanied by abdominal pain or severe diarrhea that lasts more than 24 hours.

• Persistent intense itching of your torso, arms, legs, palms, or soles, or a feeling of itchiness all over your body.

• Any health problem that you’d ordinarily call your practitioner about even if it’s not pregnancy related (like worsening asthma or a cold that gets worse rather than better). Just call a little sooner than you would normally.

If you’re not sure whether a symptom is serious, you don’t feel like yourself, or you’re uneasy, trust your instincts and call your healthcare provider. Your practitioner expects such calls. If there’s a problem, you’ll get help right away. If nothing’s wrong, you’ll be reassured.

Your body is changing so rapidly that it’s hard to know whether what you’re experiencing is “normal.” Do yourself and your baby a favor and get any unusual symptoms checked out.

Finally, if you’re near your due date, check out the signs of labor so you’ll know what to look for and when to call your caregiver.

And my big news is….

…I’m 6 weeks pregnant.

Went to the doctor today to find out if the baby was okay. I found out on the 25th, but didn’t want to say anything until I knew for sure. A couple days ago I had some bleeding and also a little today, but it was only spotting today. They did an ultrasound and I saw the baby and heard its heartbeat! That was amazing!

I have a picture of the baby now, although it looks like an alien/dot/sea horse lol.

I’m not feeling good.

Ate too much. lol

moving…again

I have a lot going on right now. Today was my great aunt’s funeral, I was going to go and had every intention on going. But they talked me into not going because it’s not something I need to have to deal with right now. I’ll explain why at a later time. It’s just something I’m not ready to talk about, at least not yet. lol

So I’m moving back in with mom and dad… who are also moving haha. So my mom and I both on computers *she’s on her desktop and I’m on the labtop* looking at houses lol.

Goodness have I missed it here with her, dad, and Bre! It feels soooo good to be home

There’s not a lot to talk about just yet, but I’ll be talking about it probably tomorrow.

You do NOT want to miss this! Lol…

Brandie

When it Rains it Pours

So it’s gotten worse since I wrote last. We found out my great aunt Trish had cancer a couple days before my last entry, then my cousin Jeff got electrocuted and lost both arms, then yesterday my aunt Trish passed away. Jeff is doing MUCH better though thank goodness. They didn’t expect him to live. It was 7200 volts, so honestly I wasn’t expecting him to live either…

I’m sorry I’m not writing as much as I planned *i.e. daily* but when things get lined out, I’ll start writing a lot more… I promise.