update

So sorry I haven’t wrote in a little while, things have been crazier than I could even begin to explain to you!!!

However, I am 12 weeks prego now, and everything is going great!!! I’ll take a picture and show you how much I am growing as soon as I start taking them lol.

I finally got my computer here to my mom and dads! YAY!!! So now I do believe I’ll be writing much more!

I’m starting school in a couple weeks, I can’t wait… I’m such a dork! haha I don’t know what I’m going to do after I graduate! I guess I’ll just have to go back and get my masters! Lol…

I went and got a bunch of maternity clothes today. I know that I’m only 12 weeks, but I’m starting to show and I can’t fit in hardly any of my clothes!!! *cries* so I went and got some No one ever told me how comfy those maternity pants are!!! But I guess when your pants you are wearing before feel like they are cutting your circulation off, anything is better haha.

My mom and dad went to Vegas this past weekend, yeah they suck!!! Lol… but mom bought the baby some outfits… we don’t know what it’s going to be yet, but she got a yellow outfit and a green one. She also got a blanket that matches each. I LOVE them!!!

Oh, the baby’s daddy called me today. He confuses the hell out of me. I’ll go a while without hearing from him, but then he calls and is all like “I wanna see you” and blah blah blah. I just don’t know what to think anymore. I had broken things off with him before I found out about the baby, but now it’s like I don’t know what to do. Everyone says that I can do this on my own, and I know I can…. it’s just so lonely, especially when I go to the doctor and I see all these women and their husbands/boyfriends with them and it’s like… why can’t I be that lucky? Blah, I’m sorry I’m ranting… but that’s what this is for right? lol

Well that’s all I have for now I suppose, I’m exhuasted from shopping today so I’m going to go to bed.