My beautiful baby girl

I’m sitting here rocking Alyssa to sleep *I’m on my iPod* and I just feel so blessed to have her. I know I’m a single mom, and it’s difficult, but it’s sooo worth it!

She’ll be 6 months on the 5th and it’s crazy how fast the time has passed! She’s starting to hold her bottle on her own *not always, but she’s doing good when she tries!* she’s also rolling over and trying to sit up by herself and even crawl!!! I’m very proud of her, but I don’t want her to grow up! LOL! But I know she has to, and she’s doing so well!!

She’s developing her own personality too! Talk about having a temper!! Haha! She loves being the center of attention! She’s a happy baby and smiles most the time, but if she doesn’t get what she wants when she wants it, she throws a fit! Yeah, she’s a bit spoiled! LOL! I can’t help it though. She’s my everything. My world evolves around her. There’s no one in my life that she has to share my attention with, and everyone tells me that I’ll regret spoiling her as much as I have when I do decide to start dating and have someone in my life romantically. That’s not going to happen any time soon though, so I’ll worry about that when the time comes. I don’t trust guys at all, so I’m sure it will be a long time before it happens. They promise you the world, but as soon as times get hard, they run. I’m a bit jaded if you haven’t noticed lol.

Well, my girls asleep so i’m gonna go relax a bit.